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Obligatory New Year's Entry.
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Insert content here.
[Seriously, though. Just a quick update, since it's been a while since I've posted one of these. I'll be out of state from January 9th to the 16th, visiting a friend in California. After that, I'm hopefully transferring to the overnight shift at work, since I've been having problems with my current shift. Not really sure what else to put here, so hope everyone had a happy holiday season.]
Also, if anyone else has a Steam account, feel free to add me.
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[Seriously, though. Just a quick update, since it's been a while since I've posted one of these. I'll be out of state from January 9th to the 16th, visiting a friend in California. After that, I'm hopefully transferring to the overnight shift at work, since I've been having problems with my current shift. Not really sure what else to put here, so hope everyone had a happy holiday season.]
Also, if anyone else has a Steam account, feel free to add me.
steamcommunity.com/id/vaientyn…
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Run! Run! Or you'll be well done!
2 min read
Torch everything!
Ah, spring in in session.
Finally off work tomorrow for the first time since last Tuesday, gonna get myself some new Summer clothes. o3o
I don't care for the appearance of this pitiful little hamlet... So burn it!!
So, right. Debating getting a 3DS... A few games look pretty good.
Kingdom Hearts 3D is coming out in December, Kid Icarus just came out, and the Metal Gear Solid game looks pretty nice.
I will destroy everything... I will create a monument to non-existence!
Also debating writing an actual back story for my RP character..
(Not used on this site, it's on RP Haven, and a few other sites. But mainly RPH.)
Embrace your destruction... It is the fate of all things.
Humm. What else is new?
Oh, right. Duodecim. Play it. It's like Final Fantasy, but more badass.
Why do people insist on creating things that will inevitably be destroyed? Why do people cling to life, knowing that they must someday die? ...Knowing that none of it will have meant anything once they do?
I went to I-Con last week with some friends. Only went for a day, though. It was still pretty fun, I'd like to go back next year.
Also spent a few hours of Easter with my family, I had to work that night though, so my stay wasn't as long as I would have liked, but oh well.
Life...Dreams...Hope...Where do they come from? And where do they go? None of that junk is enough to fulfill your hearts! Destruction...Destruction is what makes life worth living! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Let's destroy everything!!
... Yeah, that's pretty much it.
What.. No, I have not been playing too much Final Fantasy again. :L
Ah, spring in in session.
Finally off work tomorrow for the first time since last Tuesday, gonna get myself some new Summer clothes. o3o
I don't care for the appearance of this pitiful little hamlet... So burn it!!
So, right. Debating getting a 3DS... A few games look pretty good.
Kingdom Hearts 3D is coming out in December, Kid Icarus just came out, and the Metal Gear Solid game looks pretty nice.
I will destroy everything... I will create a monument to non-existence!
Also debating writing an actual back story for my RP character..
(Not used on this site, it's on RP Haven, and a few other sites. But mainly RPH.)
Embrace your destruction... It is the fate of all things.
Humm. What else is new?
Oh, right. Duodecim. Play it. It's like Final Fantasy, but more badass.
Why do people insist on creating things that will inevitably be destroyed? Why do people cling to life, knowing that they must someday die? ...Knowing that none of it will have meant anything once they do?
I went to I-Con last week with some friends. Only went for a day, though. It was still pretty fun, I'd like to go back next year.
Also spent a few hours of Easter with my family, I had to work that night though, so my stay wasn't as long as I would have liked, but oh well.
Life...Dreams...Hope...Where do they come from? And where do they go? None of that junk is enough to fulfill your hearts! Destruction...Destruction is what makes life worth living! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Let's destroy everything!!
... Yeah, that's pretty much it.
What.. No, I have not been playing too much Final Fantasy again. :L
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Strange behavior.
3 min read
I was watching my dog eat her food today, and I noticed her doing something weird:
She takes a bit of kibble in her mouth, walks to the living room, sits down, chews, swallows, gets up, goes back to the kitchen. Takes another bite. Goes back to the living room, repeat. Then goes back to the kitchen again, and eats the rest of her food. Does anyone know any reason she could be doing this? Mom said she'd been doing it for a while now.
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(From here down is just a rant. I need somewhere to put it, because if I don't let it out, I'm going to hit something hard. Repeatedly. Until my fist bleeds. So pretty much ignore this.)
And yes, I know. Haven't uploaded anything.
I keep trying to draw/write/do something, etc.
My mind isn't there, though. It always winds up the same: me just staring at a blank piece of paper for a while before forgetting what I came to do in the first place.
It's been happening a lot. With more than just drawing/ etc.
Even at work, I'll be in one section, then realize I should be in another section.
Or at home. Go to another room, then stop halfway, forget what I was supposed to be doing.
Not really sure why.
Could be due to a few things.
Depression, haven't been feeling like myself lately. For the past few weeks, I just lose it. Usually at night, when my family is asleep. Otherwise they might walk in on me crying. Like last week, which, by the way, is awkward, having a parent walk in on you when you feel like you're breaking down, and not being able to fucking explain why you're upset, because that would involve explaining that you've been hiding shit from them for 8 months, which would probably wind up with me getting yelled at. Which adds to the stress. I'd rather be asleep at the moment, because for the most part, I fall asleep depressed, wake up feeling like shit.
Could be because I've been sick, too. On and off for the past two or three weeks. Called into work on Thursday, told my boss I've been getting sick (throwing up) a few times that day, and he says that I should come in anyway. "We have toilets."(If I were to get sick at work) So yeah. I've been applying to a few more places, no luck yet.
Haven't been out of the house, except for work, or income tax stuff in about a week and a half. I'd been working 5 days, got sick, stayed home, then back to work last night. Hopefully going out tomorrow, because not talking to anyone in about two fucking weeks *may* cause a little stress.
Talked to one of my friends on Skype last night, apparently, I may be bi-polar. Add that on top of everything.
Only good thing that I can think of is one of my friends from PA might visit sometime this month. And I'm getting $379 in next month from federal income taxes. Gotta file to get another $59 from state.
Anyway, I'm off to work.
Tl;dr, I'm losing my sanity.
She takes a bit of kibble in her mouth, walks to the living room, sits down, chews, swallows, gets up, goes back to the kitchen. Takes another bite. Goes back to the living room, repeat. Then goes back to the kitchen again, and eats the rest of her food. Does anyone know any reason she could be doing this? Mom said she'd been doing it for a while now.
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(From here down is just a rant. I need somewhere to put it, because if I don't let it out, I'm going to hit something hard. Repeatedly. Until my fist bleeds. So pretty much ignore this.)
And yes, I know. Haven't uploaded anything.
I keep trying to draw/write/do something, etc.
My mind isn't there, though. It always winds up the same: me just staring at a blank piece of paper for a while before forgetting what I came to do in the first place.
It's been happening a lot. With more than just drawing/ etc.
Even at work, I'll be in one section, then realize I should be in another section.
Or at home. Go to another room, then stop halfway, forget what I was supposed to be doing.
Not really sure why.
Could be due to a few things.
Depression, haven't been feeling like myself lately. For the past few weeks, I just lose it. Usually at night, when my family is asleep. Otherwise they might walk in on me crying. Like last week, which, by the way, is awkward, having a parent walk in on you when you feel like you're breaking down, and not being able to fucking explain why you're upset, because that would involve explaining that you've been hiding shit from them for 8 months, which would probably wind up with me getting yelled at. Which adds to the stress. I'd rather be asleep at the moment, because for the most part, I fall asleep depressed, wake up feeling like shit.
Could be because I've been sick, too. On and off for the past two or three weeks. Called into work on Thursday, told my boss I've been getting sick (throwing up) a few times that day, and he says that I should come in anyway. "We have toilets."(If I were to get sick at work) So yeah. I've been applying to a few more places, no luck yet.
Haven't been out of the house, except for work, or income tax stuff in about a week and a half. I'd been working 5 days, got sick, stayed home, then back to work last night. Hopefully going out tomorrow, because not talking to anyone in about two fucking weeks *may* cause a little stress.
Talked to one of my friends on Skype last night, apparently, I may be bi-polar. Add that on top of everything.
Only good thing that I can think of is one of my friends from PA might visit sometime this month. And I'm getting $379 in next month from federal income taxes. Gotta file to get another $59 from state.
Anyway, I'm off to work.
Tl;dr, I'm losing my sanity.
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Ginger Rage. Also, Thanks, Rei!
1 min read
So here I am, having an awesome idea for a drawing in mind, I actually went to the store and restocked on pens and coloured pencils (I prefer them over markers/ crayons/ pastels) while I was Christmas Shopping. (Spent alot, but less than I expected.) Now I'm home, eagerly opening my pens and coloured pencils from their packaging, excited as a little kid, then I look in my closet and remember... My mom confisticated my drawing pad. A few months ago, actually. So I have two options; Use lined paper like I usually do, or find printer paper because fuck lines. >.> I knew I forgot something. And no, this has nothing to do with the Final Fantasy/ Pokemon/ Whatever I usually do. Hng. I'll probably wind up searching the house for something to draw on. Pretty sure I can find an old sketchpad if I look hard enough. I'll upload it when I'm done, maybe a few hours from now.
Also, m-rei.deviantart.com/ is a goddess. Add her just because. (Thanks for the membership!)
Also, m-rei.deviantart.com/ is a goddess. Add her just because. (Thanks for the membership!)
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I feel accomplished.
2 min read
And creative.
First things first, if anyone is interested, I'm ~1/2 way done with chapter one of the story.
Anyway, I was brainstorming for an idea to draw. Other than the Eeveelutions, because the I had an idea, then I forgot. Yes, it has been over a month. I procrastinate.
But I do have some pretty cute designs.
I was thinking, I want to do something Final Fantasy related. Problem: I can't draw people for shit. But I can draw Pokemon, or any animal. But I just like drawing Pokemon.
So what I came up with was drawing Pokemon with the original 6 Final Fantasy classes outfits. For those of you too uneducated in Final Fantasy (Boo!), the layout will be such.
Black Mage (Master Race.): Pikachu
Red Mage (Useless class. Master of nothing.): Pichu
White Mage (Master Race part 2.): Charmander
Thief ("Nimbly runs in circles around the enemy" Meh. When the Thief graduates into a Ninja, shit gets real.): Meowth
Monk (So-So class.): Rattata (TOP PERCENTAGE.)
Warrior (AKA Tank.): Psyduck.
Kaolin, if you're lurking, Red Mages suck. I don't care if they know both magics, can use most weapons, and whatever your argument is. They still can't learn good spells, like the master classes Black/ White Mage/Wizard, and as for the weapons/ Physical strength, Warrior/Knight and Thief/Ninja. Even the Monk/Master has pretty good strength. The Red Mages/Wizards are just... Average. /End nerd rant.
Expect uploads sometime between now and later.
First things first, if anyone is interested, I'm ~1/2 way done with chapter one of the story.
Anyway, I was brainstorming for an idea to draw. Other than the Eeveelutions, because the I had an idea, then I forgot. Yes, it has been over a month. I procrastinate.
But I do have some pretty cute designs.
I was thinking, I want to do something Final Fantasy related. Problem: I can't draw people for shit. But I can draw Pokemon, or any animal. But I just like drawing Pokemon.
So what I came up with was drawing Pokemon with the original 6 Final Fantasy classes outfits. For those of you too uneducated in Final Fantasy (Boo!), the layout will be such.
Black Mage (Master Race.): Pikachu
Red Mage (Useless class. Master of nothing.): Pichu
White Mage (Master Race part 2.): Charmander
Thief ("Nimbly runs in circles around the enemy" Meh. When the Thief graduates into a Ninja, shit gets real.): Meowth
Monk (So-So class.): Rattata (TOP PERCENTAGE.)
Warrior (AKA Tank.): Psyduck.
Kaolin, if you're lurking, Red Mages suck. I don't care if they know both magics, can use most weapons, and whatever your argument is. They still can't learn good spells, like the master classes Black/ White Mage/Wizard, and as for the weapons/ Physical strength, Warrior/Knight and Thief/Ninja. Even the Monk/Master has pretty good strength. The Red Mages/Wizards are just... Average. /End nerd rant.
Expect uploads sometime between now and later.
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